Suicide girl

Svi moji uspjesi i ne uspjesi u zivotu...

15.09.2006.

A blast from the past-NASTAVAK

i napokon smo se vidjele...bilo je jako cudno.prvo smo se nasle ja i M.G (i o njoj sam pisala u prvoim postovima) i cekale je nekih pola sata...pricala je o sebi ,o sebi i jos malo o sebi...ali ne o emocijama vec neke gluposti nevazne dogadjaje...sve vrlo povrsno i vrlo detaljno o najnebitnijim stvarima...psihicki je ostala tamo gdje je i bila samo sto je to sad gore jer su prosle 3,5 godine...a fizicki isto se ofucala...nisam nasla nijednu dodirnu tacku s njom osim stare proslosti o kojoj nismo nesto ni razgovarale...nisam dobila nikakve odgovore o kojima sam se mislila protekle 3 godine,jedno veliko nista.Postala je karikatura koje je tu dosla na neku kafu,ne zna ni ona zasto,izvela nekakav performans i otisla ...sam njen hod,drzanje ,stav sve je velika gluma i vjerujem da je vrlo usamljena i osjecajna ispod onih 20 maski iza kojih se krije,samo niko ne uspijeva da prodre do te osobe...
eto ne znam zasto sam ocekivala nesto vise kad je uvijek bila takva.ali zato sam jako sretna jer sam u M.G nasla pravu prijateljicu i razumijemo se vise nego ikada,kada je N.P otisla mi smo pricale jos satima,i smijale se i vjerujem joj ...nije bilo lako obadvije smo se jako trudile da bi postigle ovakav odnos.jer i s njom se nisam jako dugo vidjela,pa bi bile na kafi i sve je bilo tako nategnuto,i ona glupa tisina,i tako smo par puta na silu isle na kafu upoznavale jedna drugu sa svojim zivotom i sada smo postigle to da se zaista kontamo,da mozemo opusteno satima da pricamo o svemu i da jedva cekamo ponovo da se vidimo...Mozda to postignem i sa N.P ali treba puno truda ali s obadvije strane.Za sada joj ne mogu vjerovati jer nisam vidjela nista iskreno u njoj ...life goes on

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SUICIDE GIRL ČITA:

the World is M I N E !
[i][b]I believe in the wonder
I believe this new life to gain
Like a God that I'm under
There's a drugs running through my veigns

I believe in the wonder
I believe I can touch the flame
There's a spell that I'm under
Got to fly, I don't feel no shame

The world is mine
The world is mine
The world is mine

I've lost my fear to war and peace
I don't mind that (the world is mine)
You took the price and realize
That to your eyes (the world is mine)

Take a look what you've started
In the world flashing from your eyes
And you know that you've got it
From the thunder you feel inside

I believe in the feeling
All the pain that you left to die
Believe in believing
In the life that you give to try

The world is mine
The world is mine
The world is mine

I've lost my fear to what appears
I do my best(the world is mine)
You seem suprised and realize
That to your eyes (the world is mine)

The world is mine
I've lost my fear to what appears
I do my best(the world is mine)
You seem suprised and realize
That to your eyes (the world is mine)

I've lost my fear to what appears
I do my best (the world is mine)
You seem suprised and realize
That to your eyes (the world is mine)[/b][/i]
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CRUSH 1 #

I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine

I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear

I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time I am talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
I'll tear it apart

I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me

Violate all my love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you.
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FIX YOU...

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide your home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I..

Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I..

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Nightwish - Sleeping Sun
The sun is sleeping quietly

Once upon a century

Wistful oceans calm and red

Ardent caresses laid to rest

For my dreams I hold my life

For wishes I behold my nights

A truth at the end of time

Losing faith makes a crime



I wish for this night-time to last for a life-time

The darkness around me - shores of a solar sea

Oh how I wish to go down with the sun

Sleeping

Weeping

With you



Sorrow has a human heart

From my God it will depart

I`d sail before a thousand moons

Never finding where to go

222 days of light

Will be desired by a night

A moment for the poet`s play

Until there`s nothing left to say

Irresponsible Hate Anthem
I am so all-american, I'll sell you suicide
I am totalitarian, I've got abortions in my eyes
I hate the hater, I'd rape the raper
I am not the animal who will not be himself
fuck it

Hey victim, should I black your eyes again?
Hey victim,
You were the one who put the stick in my hand
I am the ism, my hate's a prism
let's jut kill everyone and let your god sort them out
fuck it

Everybody's someone else's nigger/I know you are so am I
I wasn't born with enough middle fingers/
I don't need to choose a side
I better, better, better, better not say this
better, better, better, better not tell
I hate the hater, I'd rape the raper
I am the idiot who will not be himself

fuck it

FUCK IT!!!!!!

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