Suicide girl

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13.09.2005.

agonija

to je prava rijec za stanje u kojem se nalazim...
sve me boli,osjecam kako mi se srce raspada,
puca,onda ne mogu da disem,
ruke su mi hladne i sva se tresem
a iznutra gorim...
ljuta sam i ogorcena
moja opsesivna-posesesivna stanja me
izludjuju...
nemam mira....
nikako da se opustim..
jedino pored tebe sam mirna,tiha i
opustena...
ali tebe nema tu...
i onda moj zivot postaje pakao...
unistavam sebe.unistavam nas...
a ne zelim to...
ne zelim misliti uopce...
misli su mi lude i divlje..
stalno nadolaze...
i sve su gore...
slike koje voidim u glavi i kad zatvorim oci
UZAS!!!
221722 19091829 17090309 25 2422072218!!!

08.09.2005.

ALL RELIGIONS WILL BE DESTROYED!!!

***

I never really hated the one true god,
but the god of the people
I HATE!!!

***

The death of 0ne is tragedy
but death of milions is just the
STATISTIC!

***

But i m not slave to the god
that doesnt exist
but im not slave to the world
that doesnt give a shit!!!

***** god DOESN T EXIST!!!! ******

08.09.2005.

***

Reći ću ti o boli srca
I odlasku od Boga
O lutanju u beznadnoj noći
Gdje ne vide se zvijezde
Tamo gdje se mi skamenima

***

Život mnogo više boli
kad umreš bol nestaje.....

06.09.2005.

***

Probudi se!
Izvali snove iz kose.
Milo dijete,draga moja.
Odaberi dan,odaberi dana znak.
Božanstvenost dana prvo je što vidiš.
Izađi u šetnju
Divna je noć
Ogromna,glamurozna plaža
I hladni, rubinski mjesec
Parovi,goli....
utrkuju se na bokovima
A mi se smijemo
kao nježni,luckasti klinci
Sa zadovoljstvom u vumenom,pamućnom,nedoraslom mozgu
Biraj,oni pjevaju,klasici
vremena stara se vraćaju
Biraj sad!
oni pjevaju,za mjesecom
kod starog jezera....
Uđi u ljupku šumu.
Uđi u vrele snove
Dođi s nama
Sve je palo i pleše

29.08.2005.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

"Use Your Fist And Not Your Mouth"

Come on, come on!
Come on, come on!

I am overground, outselling it
Since God thinks I don't exist
The beatings happen per minute
This is not blue collar white corrective politics
I'm on an hate, american style, kick

This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(Come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(come on, come on! Come on, come on!)

I'm on a campaign for pain
And when I get elected
I'll wipe the white off your house
The smile off your face

This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(Come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(come on, come on! Come on, come on!)

I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want to be like anyone else
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want even be myself

I said no, this isn't your song
We can't all get along
It's too hard to hold hands when your hands are fists
My hate pop won't ever stop
I'm fucking glad we're different
This is my hate american style
hit

Don't bring
Don't sing it
Use your fist and not your mouth

This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(Come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(come on, come on! Come on, come on!)

This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(Come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(come on, come on! Come on, come on!)

I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want to be like anyone else
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want even be myself

29.08.2005.

DITA VON TEESE I MARILYN MANSON!!!!

"This Is The New Shit"

Everything has been said before
There's nothing left to say anymore
When it's all the same
You can ask for it by name

Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing along.
Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing,
Are you motherfuckers ready
For the new shit?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming.
This is the new shit.
Stand up and admit.
Do we get it? No.
Do we want it? Yeah.
This is the new shit,
Stand up and admit.

Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing along.
Everything has been said before
There's nothing left to say anymore
When it's all the same
You can ask for it by name,
Are you motherfuckers ready
For the new shit?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming.
This is the new shit.
Stand up and admit.
Do we get it? No.
Do we want it? Yeah.
This is the new shit,
Stand up and admit.

And now it's "you know who"
I got the "you know what"
I stick it "you know where"
You know why, you don't care.
And now it's "you know who"
I got the "you know what"
I stick it "you know where"
You know why, you don't care.

Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing.

Are you motherfuckers ready
For the new shit?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming.
This is the new shit.
Stand up and admit.
Do we get it? No.
Do we want it? Yeah.
This is the new shit,
Stand up and admit.

So,
LET US ENTERTAIN YOU
LET US ENTERTAIN YOU...
Blah blah blah blah everybody sing along

29.08.2005.

Chop Suey!


Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,

[b]I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,[/b]

Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,

[b]I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die[/b]

[i]Father, Father, Father, Father,
Father/ Into your hands/I/commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands[/i],

Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,

[b]Trust in my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die.[/b]

20.07.2005.

ljudi sve što vole razapnu......

i to je prava istina....
Ne znam zašto je to tako,ali ljudi su jednostavno takvi....
to je nekakva nesvjesna reakcija da povrijedimo onoga koga volimo,valjda da bi se osjecali nadmocno...
vjerovatno zato sto nas ljubav cini ranjivom i onda povrijedjujemo osobu koju volimo da bi i ona bila ranjiva...mislim da je cesto i uzajamno....a što je još čudnije ima ljudi koji vole da su povrijedjeni,da pate,mazohisti:)
hmmm ja sam takva,volim bol i slatku patnju....,možda je malo bolesno ali je i korisno jer onda me niko ne može povrijediti jer ja uživam u tome....
ali nisam ja sad neka mračna osoba ,sve je extra dok ja to kontrolišem....
vjerovatno će me sad svi osuditi zbog ovog posta i reći da nisam normalna ali baš me briga,ja sam takva i to mi se svidja....
nisam baš najbolje objasnila sve ovo gore malo žurim i koncentracija me napušta,pa koga zanima šta odgovorit ču u komentarima rado:)


I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains

You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down

You can keep me company
As long as you don't care

I'm only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me
I'm only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me
I'm only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me
I'm only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me ..

13.07.2005.

ljudi se ne mijenjaju....

....oni samo postaju sve gori i gori!!!!
ustvari mislim da ljudi ne zele da se mijenjuju,ono kao nije lose ni ovako,zasto bi nesto mijenjali,pa makar i bilo bolje?!!
ljudi su glupi,boje se promjena jer nekako uvijek misle da ce promjene biti gore,ali zasto ne promijeniti nesto ako ne valja,ako vidis da ne funkcionise,promjeniti barem sebe???ili jednostavnije ako stalno pusis foru na jednoj te istoj stvari,zar nije logicno da ces to promijeniti???
ljudi su nelogicni!!!!
boje se drugih ljudi,tudjih misljenja,reakcija
STRAH OD STRAHA.....
ja ne govorim o mijenjanju onoga sto je dobro sto funksionise.....ali zasto je ljudima tesko promijeniti se ,promijeniti neke glupe stavove.....
GLUPI PONOS!!!
ne mogu shvatiti kako neko moze biti nezadovoljan sobom,svojim zivotom,svojim poslom ili svojim brakom/vezom a biti toliko lijen da ista promijeni,barem neki svoj stav,makar bilo glupo,mozda ce bolje biti....
ljudi su svinje!!!!
zive iz dana u dan,kao da ce zivjeti milion godina....
kukaju i zale se ali ne zele dici dupe i potruditi se oko necega,unaprijediti sredinu....
a i zasto bi???naravno puno je lakse samo sjediti u udobnoj fotelji drkati po kanalima,i zalit se kako su politicari lopovi,i kako nista ne rade.....
pa vi sada cijenjeni "ljudi" kada ovo procitate recite kako je ovo napisala neka budala,jer Boze moj sta vi mozete uraditi da ista promijenite,i zato predlazem da malo izdrkate kanale,pogledate jerry springer show,prokomentarisete kako su amerikanci fuj,ali uzivate gledati kako se oni blamiraju,tuku,vrijedjaju blago receno.

01.07.2005.

Devet Sotonističkih Navoda

1. Sotona predstavlja ugađanje sebi umjesto apstinencije!

2. Sotona predstavlja vitalnu egzistenciju umjesto duhovnih laži!

3. Sotona predstavlja neoskvrnutu mudrost umjesto licemjerne samoobmane!

4. Sotona predstavlja dobrotu prema onima koji to zaslužuju umjesto ljubavi portrošene na nezahvalnike!

5. Sotona predstavlja osvetu umjesto okretanja dugog obraza!

6. Sotona predstavlja odgovornost odgovornima umjesto brige za psihičke vampire!

7. Sotona predstavlja čovjeka kao životinju, nekad bolju, često goru od onih koje hodaju na sve četiri koji je zbog svoje "božanske duhovnosti i intelektualne razvijenosti" postao najkrvoločnija od svih!

8. Sotona predstavlja sve takozvane "grijehe" jer svi vode ka fizičkoj, mentalnoj i emocionalnoj gratifikaciji.!

9. Sotona je uvijek bio najbolji prijatelj Crkve, jer ju održao u poslu sve ove godine!


iz The Satanic Bible, ©1969

Anton Szandor LaVey

05.05.2005.

ZAUSTAVIMO OKRUTNOST NAD ZIVOTINJAMA!!!

posjetite stranicu www.care2.com
besplatnim klikom na link mozete pomoci zivotinjama sirom svijeta,potpisujuci anonimno peticiju protiv okrutnosti na zivotinjama!!!svaki glas je vazan!!!



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SUICIDE GIRL ČITA:

the World is M I N E !
[i][b]I believe in the wonder
I believe this new life to gain
Like a God that I'm under
There's a drugs running through my veigns

I believe in the wonder
I believe I can touch the flame
There's a spell that I'm under
Got to fly, I don't feel no shame

The world is mine
The world is mine
The world is mine

I've lost my fear to war and peace
I don't mind that (the world is mine)
You took the price and realize
That to your eyes (the world is mine)

Take a look what you've started
In the world flashing from your eyes
And you know that you've got it
From the thunder you feel inside

I believe in the feeling
All the pain that you left to die
Believe in believing
In the life that you give to try

The world is mine
The world is mine
The world is mine

I've lost my fear to what appears
I do my best(the world is mine)
You seem suprised and realize
That to your eyes (the world is mine)

The world is mine
I've lost my fear to what appears
I do my best(the world is mine)
You seem suprised and realize
That to your eyes (the world is mine)

I've lost my fear to what appears
I do my best (the world is mine)
You seem suprised and realize
That to your eyes (the world is mine)[/b][/i]
....................................................................................
CRUSH 1 #

I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine

I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear

I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time I am talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
I'll tear it apart

I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me

Violate all my love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you.
.................................................................................

FIX YOU...

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide your home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I..

Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I..

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Nightwish - Sleeping Sun
The sun is sleeping quietly

Once upon a century

Wistful oceans calm and red

Ardent caresses laid to rest

For my dreams I hold my life

For wishes I behold my nights

A truth at the end of time

Losing faith makes a crime



I wish for this night-time to last for a life-time

The darkness around me - shores of a solar sea

Oh how I wish to go down with the sun

Sleeping

Weeping

With you



Sorrow has a human heart

From my God it will depart

I`d sail before a thousand moons

Never finding where to go

222 days of light

Will be desired by a night

A moment for the poet`s play

Until there`s nothing left to say

Irresponsible Hate Anthem
I am so all-american, I'll sell you suicide
I am totalitarian, I've got abortions in my eyes
I hate the hater, I'd rape the raper
I am not the animal who will not be himself
fuck it

Hey victim, should I black your eyes again?
Hey victim,
You were the one who put the stick in my hand
I am the ism, my hate's a prism
let's jut kill everyone and let your god sort them out
fuck it

Everybody's someone else's nigger/I know you are so am I
I wasn't born with enough middle fingers/
I don't need to choose a side
I better, better, better, better not say this
better, better, better, better not tell
I hate the hater, I'd rape the raper
I am the idiot who will not be himself

fuck it

FUCK IT!!!!!!

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